I have been doing a lot S T R E T C H I N G and growing recently.
It's been really hard, but really beautiful. Mom has been on the other end of the phone while I've cried a lot recently. I called her today, and she listened as the tears fell from my eyes yet again. But the tears today were different. Today's tears are tears of gratitude. God let me be part of something very beautiful. And it was worth every tear I shed during that hard, but beautiful experience. He has been teaching me so much. He is so good to me. Today, I am overwhelmed at the goodness of God, and how He knows exactly what I need. His timing is perfect.
I don't have all the answers my heart wants. He gives me glimpses of the plan, but for the most part I don't know what He's doing. But I know who He is. And that is more than enough.